Stress invaders.

School has started. And results of trials were out. Partly, not all of it.
I'm feeling stressful recently. Like shyt. Looking at those papers, i kept asking,how could i be that stupid? how could i be that careless? how could i act so foolish?
I was kinda taken aback when i get my results. Cause i rmb i knew those questions, i knew every single answers, and how on earth i can get such terrible, ugly-looking results? I DID STUDY, I DID CONCENTRATE, I DID EVERYTHING . I WAS BEING A GOOD STUDENT IN SCHOOL. i have no disciplinary problems, but why am i so dumb? Way soo dumb. Looking at my friends who get good marks in their test, I cant stop myself from hiding away from them, cause i feel like i doesn't belong to them. They have the brain and i have got nothing. No matter how hard i study, i still get such results, so what's the point ?


Can't stand or bear anymore. I wanted to give up. Stress invaders are coming towards my side. I'm helpless. How could i outwit them? I left not much time. 6 weeks more to go. Is tht possible i don't knw, all i can clarify is, I'm tired overwhelmed by all those things spinning in my mind-spm,results,courses,schools to enter, field to take,heartbreaking issues. I'm beyond outta control, cz numbness has made me stun, glaring and doing nothing upon my conditions. Sinned.

Wht's the point of dropping tears? There won't be any solutions, stop being such a kid. U won't get yourself a lollipop. How i wish i could talk to the one i wanna spill,share everything with.
No hopes, no signs girl. Bboy swagger got married to dancing...Cut the part , fool . ok ?

I'm outta my way. What should i do.