Growing up .

After every matter that i faced, encountered, finally i realised Im growing up.
Someone is right that i actually get benefits during this period of time and now i understand what does that mean. Looking back at the days, can't believe im actually standing straight right now,erm slightly slanting too.

I was helping mum with house chores today. I did not realised and found out that mum actually look older and older. Her face reflects how big am I, how hard she had raised me for 16+ years. Her daughter is 16 years old plus and turning 17 in few weeks time. Yet she has to worry and make sure im getting along and doing fine in studies, friendship or relationship. LOL mum not to worry, i'm learning to handle myself right now.
I love u mum.

Yes there are so many things overwhelming me and sometimes i feel like crying. I had done so many stupid things that i could not imagine in my entire life. I was once failed in relationship. And tht is the biggest obstacle in my path of moving on to a better life. Give me a F like others do. I deserve so serve me right. Admitting that I used to deny every mistakes, I've actually hurt others feelings. I'm so so so poor in handling these stuff. haha yea thats me. I have no idea.=/
I am trying my best to change. Give me time babe. Maybe i should change my title to changesan instead of changeline. lol dumbness.
Undergo growing process or puberty? HAHA whatever.

so ending is about how the way u change it and everything will be under control. =)